Where do I begin?

So, I've never written a blog before, or ever really told anyone how I feel. But now seems like a good time to start...

Shall we start at the beginning?
Basically I'm not normal. I don't fit in, and I know it. But then in all honesty I glory in that and enjoy every second of being different and not following the crowd...yes I get stared at and yes some people say un-needed things. But you have one chance at life, so why not enjoy it the way you want?
Standing out from form everyone else is probably my best quality. I know I'm different and I know I stand out, but at the same time I know I'm doing what I WANT. so I know I'm not living my life trying to be someone else...and that is what gives me confidence. Knowing I am who I am; and I'm not ever going to change for someone.

Did any of you know that changing for someone is the worst thing you could ever do? for example, Girls. A lot of girls be who they want to be when they're single, but as soon as they get  a boyfriend, they change. and that's all to please one guy! WHY?! what's the point in changing because someone doesn't like one tiny thing you do? like dying your hair a new colour, or wearing different types of clothes, or changing the way you put on your make up. all  can say is BULL CRAP! There is no point in changing. If someone doesn't appreciate you for who or what type of person you are then they really are not worth your time. They really aren't. I learnt that that the hard way... I changed a little for a guy...and i hated every moment...because all I  kept thinking was "is this really me?"
and when that ended I went back to being 100% completely me, and I felt so happy... its like wearing a pair of heels all day, and walking for miles..then getting home and slipping off those shoes and putting on your big fluffy slippers. It's such a relief....
so I guess what I'm trying to say is don't change. Be who you want to be.
besides...trying to be something your not is really hard work..and one day your true self will come out anyway...
A lot of people don't realise this until the very end...that they've been trying to be something they're not because its what other people expect of them...
All i can say is screw what other people think of you and be proud of yourself. <3